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Friday, April 03, 2009
i've moved.
to lj.
but still keeping this blog.

tata!


POSTED BY xaih! ` 4:37:00 PM

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fuck u *river customers
Monday, March 23, 2009
i hate people who scold me
people who shout at me
stupid ignorant people
*river customers
stingy kiasu ridiculous irritating fuckers!

FUCK YOU ALL!!!


POSTED BY xaih! ` 12:22:00 AM

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long est na me in the wor ld
Monday, March 02, 2009

Adolph Blaine Charles David Earl Frederick Gerald Hubert Irvim
John Kenneth Loyd Martin Nero Oliver Paul Quincy Randolph Sherman
Thomas Uncas Victor Willian Xerxes Yancy Zeus

Wolfeschlegelsteinhausenbergerdorffvoralternwarengewissenhaftschafer
swesenchafewarenwholgepflegeundsorgfaltigkeitbeschutzenvonangereifen
duchihrraubgiriigfeindewelchevorralternzwolftausendjahresvorandieerscheinen
banderersteerdeemmeshedrraumschiffgebrauchlichtalsseinursprungvonkraftgestart
seinlangefahrthinzwischensternartigraumaufdersuchenachdiesternwelshegehabtbewohn
barplanetenkreisedrehensichundwohinderneurassevanverstandigmenshlichkeittkonnte
vortpflanzenundsicherfreunanlebenslamdlichfreudeundruhemitnichteinfurchtvorangreifen
vonandererintlligentgeschopfsvonhinzwischensternartigraum

Senior

this is the name of the person who had the longest name in the world.pretty amazing eh?
the first paragraph was his first+middle names while the center paragraph was his last name,as for the 'senior' it is being explained as 'it indicates that he passed some form of his name to his son' (idk what it really means la).

anyway if you do take notice,you'll realise that his first+middle names all takes on the alphabets A-Z.-.-
his name has a total of 743 characters which was like 736 characters more than mine.omg that's so exagerrating lor.although normally he uses a short form instead of his original longggg name,i really doubt if he can remember his last name...

there's also longest names of animals...places...movies...etc etc on this website --> Everything (if you're bored then you can take a look la)

yea.that's all.so boring...



POSTED BY xaih! ` 2:12:00 PM

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losing hope
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
i really wonder.

while even our closest kin our family couldn't be there,
if anything should happen,
whose there for me to fall back on.

no one.

...

action speaks louder than words.
words coming out makes no sense,
if you can't prove it.

i can't wait to move out.
i'm beginning to detest going home.
or even you.
i wouldn't want this to occur.
why does it seems that things are changing for the worse.


POSTED BY xaih! ` 6:27:00 PM

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厌倦
Monday, February 16, 2009
真的好累。心灵。。肢体。。都累了。
每天的早起已经让我好讨厌。
仿佛一天比一天累。
好在到最后想到薪水就喜滋滋。。。
好不容易熬了半个月,眼看还剩半个月就能开始放松自己了。。。
你却问我能给那几百块吗。
你知道我不会拒绝的吧。
因为不止一次了。
习惯了吗?

我很想知道。。。
你到底了解我每天早出晚归整天做工是为了什么?
我又不是铁人。
也不是超人。
我也会累啊!

哥打回来时我都说不出话了。
那种苦涩都哽在喉咙。。
不想掉的眼泪却拼命的流出来。

我不想住在这个家了。
不想不想不想不想不想不想不想!!!!!


POSTED BY xaih! ` 10:56:00 PM

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dbl OO
Saturday, February 14, 2009
13 feb 09 Friday

went dbl O with john and his brothers around 10+ or so.first cabbed over to pick up lip and yh then followed by john at yishun and straight down to mohamad sultan's dbl O.
eh,first time coming to dbl O.that feeling is different from zouk/phuture.idk how to say la.
john said dbl O is cheaper and fun.well,the entrance fee is really cheap lor,15$! phuture is twenty over lor.o.O

longyun and others were playing pool when we arrived.tsktsk.longyun always say "i quit i quit" to smoking but then i saw him smoking whole stick leh.not only one stick.:/
i asked "eh 你不是 quit 了咯?" and this kuku replied "ya Last Last stick!" lol.真是败给你了!

dbl O bar 很热闹。we stood by the bar table(or what is it called?),and ordered jugs of alcohol.

us in dbl O bar.(:


with evelynn and dorene.(:


them.(:


i think yh was drunk.haha.

drank a little of ribena with vodka.not so strong,good.(: john recommended flaming lamboghini,so ly ordered 2,one for me one for him.while the flame was set onto the drink,ly said i must quickly finish it.so i really did suck as fast as i could.lol.soon i felt hot,but still alright.minutes later,there was some miscommunication or something and we got another 2 lambos.omg,idk if i can drink another round of it.anyway i drank it.

the bar starts to get crowded,and people keep walking thru,so i stay by the bartable.they were having fun dancing,haha.i don't dare to move la i scared people push me and i fall.-.-
forgotten who pulled me in to join in the fun,i nearly lost my balance.吓死我了!some guy whom i don't know asked me "your friend arh" pointing to evelynn and dorene.i said "ya",i think he's evelynn's friend ba.after that i turn and move back to the bartable,making sure i don't get pushed.butbut,that guy came into my sight again la.how come sia.he hold my hand and ask "want to go upstairs?".-.- i said no don't want but he still holding lor.then evelynn or who came in between and separate me from the guy.thank god.so nice of her.heh.


john and ly.(:


dorene.(: idk how did i end up in the photo leh.

we got out of dbl O while the guys smoked.yh was stoned.i feel like vomitting.): i tried to control la.left yh and me outside sitting.kind of worried for him,cuz he mentioned he 想吐,在control.
我呢?泥菩萨过江,自身难保。
end up,i vomitted all of a sudden,only realised after few seconds later.
eww.一发不可收拾...
ly then appeared and ask if i'm alright.he helped me to collect my bag and later i left with yh in a cab.we fell asleep in the cab.too much for me le leh that 2 lambo.:o i sat down my block and puked somemore.very 没公德心 lo.but out of control leh.):

back home in the toilet,i bth and did something disgusting.hahaha.


POSTED BY xaih! ` 11:40:00 PM

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Happy V day!
Happy Valentines' Day! ^^

to wendy,ting,kelvy,john,longyun & people whom i loveeeee!muaaks! ;D


POSTED BY xaih! ` 8:15:00 PM

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WOW WOW WOW!
Friday, February 13, 2009
狗狗!



heh!above is jaej's dog Bi-keu~ ;D the face like blur blur one.haha.damn adorable la.been trying to find out what breed was it and 皇天不负苦心人,被我找到啦!
the breed was Great Pyrenees.
ha.it's the first time i ever heard of this breed lo.and this kind of breed,the dogs are rather huge.but no matter how big they grow into,their face still so blur.lol.
actually before i find out bout the Great Pyrenees,i surfed through the net for other dogs and chanced upon this particular breed which looks so much like the Great Pyrenees!and i thought it was the dog i'm looking for.till today i realised i'm wrong wrong wrong...



this was the dog which i thought was the Great Pyrenees.the actual breed of it was Japanese Spitz.haha.so white and fluffy uh!erm to be honest,it looks cuter than the Great Pyrenees,doesn't it?japanese spitz also have that very blur and innocent look lo.(:


gone.to typing.tata.


POSTED BY xaih! ` 1:56:00 PM

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annyeong.(:

heh heh.just done with watching 花样 and also playing with my pet pipi.^^
teehee.pipi is my pet in FB's pet society.(; omg i love it when it giggles la!lol...sounds like pervert.i'm not of course.but when i bathe it with soap,it keeps laughing lor bth.:D okayokay,drop the topic.

hmm....明天老板没来,开心呢!并不是我讨厌老板哦,而是他在的时候总让我有种莫名的压迫感。最近每天都在做工。每天早上一睁开眼就是 - 做工!真没办法,谁叫我那么需要钱呢。公司不久后就会搬了,还不清楚到底搬到哪里去咯。真是的。哥和妈的生日都快到了,该买礼物吗?哥很喜欢摩托,可是我却买不起摩托啦!闷~突然觉得有点希望自己是有钱人,可以买车给我爸,买摩托给我哥,买手机给我弟,买化妆品给妮,买偶像的海报给婷,买 keroppi 的东西给凯薇。。。

我想买快乐。。可是有钱也买不到。


POSTED BY xaih! ` 1:48:00 AM

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Monday, February 09, 2009

jaejooooong!


POSTED BY xaih! ` 11:56:00 PM

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070209
Saturday, February 07, 2009
Sagittarius

The Bottom Line
Despite your misgivings, you
should open your heart and help out a friend in need.

In Detail
Today, someone you care a lot about will
burst into your life and ask you for help that you are uncomfortable giving --
whether it's too much money, too much time, or too much personal involvement.
But any hesitation you feel is caused more by your own fears than reality. So
despite your misgivings, you should open your heart and make time to do what
they need you to do. You cannot let your own issues block you from being the
generous and helpful person that your friends know you to be.



hmm.friendster's horoscope is always accurate.this is mine for today.hmm...


POSTED BY xaih! ` 10:15:00 AM

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my new skin(:
finally i'm done with editing my new skin at this hour of 1:49am.(:
hmm.this hour i should be on my comfy bed playing with alice in my lalaland.(: but well...i'll visit her later.

heh.i lovelove my new skin leh.many many flowers.;D suddenly have a fetish for red flowers,idk why.heehee.but somehow because of this,i feel more like a girl. :D the only thing i dislike bout my new blogskin was - the table was so large leh!sadly i tried to figure the html codes already,still don't know how to edit the width of the table.): otherwise it'd be purrrrfeccct! *pouts* nonetheless,its still pretty pretty aye? yep i know it is...^^

argh.
in another few hours i'm gonna work.and today's gonna be a busy bee day.
嗡嗡嗡。。我是一只小蜜蜂。。。
cuz it's the first day of the new redemption!*shruggs* i'm on my own again.hopefully no nasty call-ins. 我就谢天谢地了!

mmm...
i'm sleepy le.
alice here i come.....
bb.(:


POSTED BY xaih! ` 1:48:00 AM

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臭女人!
Friday, February 06, 2009
only started work for two consecutive days and i'm shagged.i'm back to those days of dozing off while standing in train.-.- reluctant to work but i gotta push myself to work cuz i've got no choice!sigh.i'm to blame for it.actually working wasn't that bad la,just that i hate to answer calls.seriously,from last time till now......i'm still hating it.):

just yesterday i gotten a call from a nasty woman.she's so sickening can.despite my explanations to her that she has to wait for 9 days,which for her case it has only been 5 days,she doesn't want to wait.i forgotten how many times i repeated the same thing to her over and over again...i wonder if she's testing my patience.she's obviously in the wrong,still trying to get her way through...damn her.

finally the moment has come,which i expected it to be sooner or later - asking for my name.whatever,repeated my name 'xuan' twice.she asked me to spell it.
and then she said
"is that your name?what's your fullname!"
spelled it out for her as calmly as i could.who knows,she's getting more rude...
"what is this?is this your full name?or part of your name??"
wtf...
below was our conversation that followed..

me: "YES.MY FULL NAME."
f-ing woman: "your ic number!?"
me: "huh?for?"
f-ing woman: "give me your ic number"
me: "why do u need my ic number"
f-ing woman: "why u can't give me your ic number?"
me: "NO i can only give u my fullname but NOT my ic number"
f-ing woman: "WHY?u afraid i'll lodge a complaint?"
me: "NO?"
f-ing woman: "THEN?why can't u give?"
me: "NO I CAN'T GIVE"
f-ing woman: "okay.what's your position over there?!"
me: "..........TELEOPERATOR"
f-ing woman: "teleoperator.put me through your manager"
me: "HOLDON-"


gahhh.i swear i was so boiled up.

she's so........

无理取闹

蛮不讲理

岂有此理


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

放你!!!


POSTED BY xaih! ` 1:20:00 AM

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Tuesday, February 03, 2009
if i can make a change,will there be a chance for u to like me?


POSTED BY xaih! ` 11:51:00 AM

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Thursday, January 29, 2009
:/

i felt energy draining off me whenever those memories flood back in my mind.
i'm always at the losing end,so what if i tried.
i take it slow.i told myself,come what may,i'll stay strong.
there goes weeks,and months...
i thought to myself,never have i spent so much time on anyone before,why am i doing this now?
i couldn't explain.my heart tells me to.so i followed.
now i'm beginning to see for myself...
that nothing would end up good for me ever.
not even if i tried..so hard till its beyond my limits.
i couldn't sleep well yesterday night.my eyes felt warm.my mind went haywire.i don't know what step should i take next.i'm afraid of regreting for whatever move i'm gonna make.i hate myself for getting into such a mess outta myself.
....why?


maybe i should have believed i'm a jinx afterall.


POSTED BY xaih! ` 11:52:00 PM

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cny day ONE
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
CNY dayONE(:

as like every year,first day of cny was to go visiting at my grandma house in the early afternoon.(: though its afternoon,i think its still considered early cuz relatives haven't arrived yet,so we sit and watch teevee.oh,boring..


dongsaeng and cheryl.(:


ah pa.


oppa.lol.always signaling no to pictures only..


me.



hmm.weiming korkor told me he got a friend who wants to give away his maltese...i'm so tempted to have it eh!): but i don't know how to take care of it..and food wise all that i'm also a kuku.eww.wasted wasted.

around 3 plus,finally decided to leave liao.cuz relatives come and go,left us again.lol.


heh,my sweet in her korean costume.omo.(x

while waiting for bus 161...






yea.i didn't went home with my family though.i went shoppingggg.haha.no la,no shops to shop at all.-.- met up john at 362 since he's also around the area.haa.first time i ever meet him up during cny.lol.i like him wearing button shirts la,smart look.haha!talk for awhile and he gotta go back already so i left too.

damn it was the cathay crowded.the 'marriage game' which i intended to watch was filling fast not only for the coming 5plus slot,but also the 7plus slot.urgh.disappointed la.off i went to blowind area.forgotten when was the last time i ever spend time at blowind area le.the wind was seriously strong and windyyyy.thank god it didn't rain.(: hmm...so many thought going thru my mind.ha.

mum called and we met up at cck which we took 190 to orchard.we walked and walked.all the way from far east plaza down tangs past heerens and continued walking...
saw a philipino woman who seems to be high on drugs.siao char bor.she was struggling off her friends' helping hands to walk on her own,swaying left right machiam she's supermodel.-.-

i walk until i'm so hungry.so we had longjohnsilver at centrepoint.ahh,much better.started walking again.all the way to plazasing.and we took train back.hmm.don't know why,i felt distant to her even though she's infront of me.i don't know what's wrong.ha.i guess i'm not in the right mood ba.sigh.

940 reached woodlands.(:

breezer to accompany me.orange flavour one sucks.but there's no more lime one.): already 20 and i'm still asked to show my i/c. dots...couldn't stand by the blowind area cuz lots of bangla settling there.stood the other side instead which doesn't have much wind.sad.sat for an hour plus.when i'm about to leave,i realise my right leg is failing me.wtf...

reached home feeling hungry again.slurped down a bowl of maggie with ngoh hiang.(:


POSTED BY xaih! ` 12:32:00 PM

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CNY eve(:

supposed to go for reunion dinner at miramar hotel.before that,we took bus to my grandma house first.(:

while waiting for bus 161...



they have the same smile hor!


lol.don't know what he's thinking..


my kor always reject being taken of his photo.-.-


^_^

and upon reaching my grandma house,we went into my uncle's room to take pictures..lol.cny eve ma.once a year...

tall and thin.


short and plump.lol...contrast sia.


that extra in blue.haha.

not forgetting my SWEET! ^^

looking like a princess.


princess turns evil uh.haa.

the food served in miramar hotel was one of the best i've ever eaten.not exaggerating.every dish served was delicious lo.unlike the company dinner i had in newton hotel?ha.i love the lou hei,i can taste a tinge of tomyam together with the sweetness of the sauce while munching on the veggies.(: *crunch crunch* another favourite of mine was the dessert,杨枝甘露! this one really power.pomelo mix with mango and also sago.combination of sweet mango,slightly sourish pomelo and mini transparent sago floating on top.heh.i had 2 servings of it,still can't get enough..^^

(:


POSTED BY xaih! ` 1:42:00 AM

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<=( eyebrow
Saturday, January 24, 2009
hmm.thursday i actually met up with ni to be her eyebrow plucking model.before that we had lunch together at Shaw with her friend michelle.(: oh,and i happen to saw shiyang at Wheelocks too. :o

the eyebrow plucking process was kinda comfortable cuz i think i'm lil immune to the sensation of having an eyebrow plucked already.i just lay on the chair,don't move,don't frown can le.but wendy jiu kelian le.because........working on my frowning eyebrows is a big challenge.that was why no matter how hard she tried,the teacher kept saying its wrong wrong wrong.but i can feel her wu nai lo,felt quite bad cuz it's not her fault for not being able to trim it well,problem was my eyebrow la.furthermore,the teacher always say its wrong yet didn't teach her where to improve on and how to do it correctly lo.so that leads to 一错再错,yet can't figure out 哪里做错.(wow,it rhymes eh :D) hmm.michelle was nice lo.she was around wendy all the while,even when the other girls all crowded over to the other side,she still stayed and share with wendy how she did for the eyebrow.so sweet.(:

ah.i gotta sleep...tatata.


POSTED BY xaih! ` 1:36:00 AM

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